Okay...

So it's been a while and I haven't quite stuck to my goals...But I will get better...Except over the next few days at least, maybe longer, I'll be staying with a friend who doesn't have the net...bugger hey?

Anywho, last night I went to the P!NK concert...totally amazing!!! Left me speechless lol...although from the amount I was talking to mum on the way home from it you'd never know...

And I'm not sure if I told you about the 3kg I lost before...well, now it's up to a grand total of 5kg!!! in about...erm...two-and-a-half weeks...ish...

Not really much else to report...Mum and I are still getting along really well though, so that's good...Not sure if I can get to the cottage tomorrow either, but I shall try

Love you all xx

Today

I went and saw my daddy :)

He gave me an iPod (GREEN!!) and a dvd/cd of a band I'm in love with...Coheed & Cambria, Live at the Starland Ballroom.

So I'm excited.

Then we had lunch and watched a movie.

I had to go home so he dropped me off, and drove off, with his car into the sunset...Well not quite into the sunset, it wasn't that late...but it sounded good :P

When I got home I was feeling sick, so I slept for a few hours, getting up every now and then.

I swear, over the past 2 weeks I have been sick more than I have over the past five years...It's weird...anywho...off to try and get some songs on my brand spankin new iPod now, toodles! Love you all xx

Well

I went to the cottage yesterday, and made some goals for myself, one of them was to blog more often, so here I am =) I'm such a good little girl =P

Well, yesterday was my birthday, so now I am officially not a teenager anymore...It feels no different lol. I got some good stuff :) I got a green oil burner and a meditation indulgence pack from mum...in it is some massage oil, talcum powder, meditation balm and soap, and they have a blend of 12 essential oils...sounds pretty yum...bergamot, patchouli, nutmeg, orange, ylang ylang, cedarwood, lavender, benzoin, frankincense, oakmoss, tolu and bay oil...She also got me a ticket to the Pink concert, and she gave me an IOU as well because I couldn't think of anything I really wanted...My little sister hasn't bought my pressie yet cos she can't afford it, hehe, and my older sister and her family gave me a green dressing gown with a hood...so warm and comfy, and a set of 4 green canisters for my kitchen for when I move out. My aunty and her family got me some really comfy pyjamas (green and purple) and a sanity voucher, and my grandma gave me some money. OH and my best friend got me a mini zen garden...it's sooo tiny...and a little bottle of butterscatch schnapps. I think I did pretty damn well!! :) I'm going to see my daddy tomorrow and he's giving me my pressie then, so I don't think I'll be able to make it to arty farty day :( That makes me sad...

So...from what I got do you think you can tell what my favourite colour is? :P

Daddy gets his car back tomorrow...no more driving for me...ah well...the time will whizz by...just gotta make sure I can afford a car when I get my license back haha.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all the mothers out there...We had a great day, went out with the family for lunch, first time we've all been together since Christmas 2005 so it was good, even got some family snaps in the park :) Mummy loved her presents so I was glad that I picked well :) Me and mum have been getting along better than ever lately and I've been tlaking to her more, which makes for a much more peaceful home...It's all been going well with that.

Guess what all? In the past 10 days I've lost 3 kilos :) :) :) YAY!!! I have a goal to work towards with my weight...One of my best friends from high school is getting married in december so me and a friend are trying to lose weight for it...It's in South West Rocks, so we're making a week of it and having a little holiday :) Which will be good...

Getting kinda tired now lol, and its only early...I've disrupted my sleeping pattern...grrr...ah well, I'll get it back to normal soon...

Love you all and see you soon :) xxxx

I know, I know...

I know, it's been a while...well two weeks actually...Just haven't had much to say...

Too busy thinking about all the shit that is going on...Life has been horrible lately...And as I haven't made it to my one and only haven (Rose Cottage) recently I am feeling it a little too much...

Over the past week I've slept with my teddies and cried myself to sleep every night for the first time in months...

I don't belong anywhere except Rose Cottage at the moment...I need it, I crave it.

Not feeling the best if you couldn't tell...Ah well...I'll get over it...I will survive...

On a different note, Less than 2 weeks til my birthday!!

And 2 weeks exactly until i lose my license :(

I'm outta here...

xxx